April Snow with Shape Of My Heart - Sting

April Snow, the movies deeply touches to my heart with a worsensial love. The more I watch, the more I like the movie.

YJ again, perfect as he always is, I love tears in his eye, my heart feel pain when seeing he cry. The heavy feeling follows me long long time after watching, and my perception about life and love affected deeply.

Lucky, that is a happy ending film.

The video from Megu - BYJ's fan - replays the loving scence of the lovers. YJ with his caress fingers, tenderly look has printed bold in my heart.

Sting with Shaping Your Heart will lead you go to the love.

Shape Of My Heart

He deals the cards as a meditation
and those he plays never suspect
He doesn't play for the money he wins
He doesn't play for the respect

He deals the cards to find the answer
The sacred geometry of chance
The hidden law of probable outcome
The numbers lead a dance

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart

He may play the jack of diamonds
He may lay the queen of spades
He may conceal a king in his hand
While the memory of it fades

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape, the shape of my heart

And if I told you that I loved you
You'd maybe think there's something wrong
I'm not a man of too many faces
The mask I wear is one

Those who speak know nothing
And find out to their cost
Like those who curse their luck in too many places
And those who fear are lost

I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape of my heart

Macau - Oct 2008 (cont)

Goodbye the casino, we visited the Macau Museum.

The road leading to the Museum is made by rocks and is one of the first road of Macau. This road was built by sailors of trading ships from Portugal to Macau. When you step on each rock, you can feel like touching on the history of the last few hundred years, from very beginning of the city...

I visisted the museum many times and I always had special feeling once I went back. On the hill facing to the sea, we enjoyed fresh air under shadow of lot of old trees. Let the wind fondle your face, feel the fragrance of the sea, sunshine of a beautiful autum day, then you will know how happy you are at the moment...

There are canons direct to the sea....

Part of the old fortress, covered with green moss now... They made paths for tourists but till keep the area for us to see how it was, from that days...

This is the famous church with 3 times get fire. The front was built by marble so still there for us to know that used to be a church. It become one of Macau's symbols.

This was used to be rooms of priests, now it was built as rooms with glass to memorise them. 150 peoples died on the last serious fire...

Must say byebye to the Museum and the church, we returned the rock road where has a traditional bakery with very appealled smell calling you step in the shop.

This is a traditional bakery. The fragrance filled your sense of smell...

I wished to jump out of our bus to taste all of eye-catching cakes showing there.

Ah, this is pork barbecue, a specialtity of Chinenese. It is really nice, go well with beer as snack for chit chat at weekend with your friends or lovers.

The babecue is sold at another shop, where is very famous with Husband and Wife cakes. Husband cake is pure sweet meanwhile Wife cake has both sweet and salt taste. They present for love of husband and wife, has both sweet and salt.

The cakes also have very nice legend talking about love of a rich young lady to a poor guy. She came to help the guy to make him rich as what her family ask for if he want to marry her. She cooked cake and sold. The cake was so nice and became famous so, the guy became rich soon. Then he did marry the girl. That is a happy ending love story.

One more special thing form Macau. You can see the road name sign, it is made by ceramic ! It looks strange and clean. I like them more than the plastic sign with boring white and dark blue colours.

Time flies. 3 days passed in a wink. End a very memorable trip.

Bye Macau and Hongkong.

Then ... back to work!

The nice music leads you far away...

A very nice Japanese song for you.

In fact I dont understand the lyric but the melody and the singer soul touches me.

YJ is so sweet with his glance, his smile in the video. You can see impressed scenes of YJ with his partners in dramas and movies he attended from 1999 to 2007.

Madonoyuki is from Japan, one of Big Fan of YJ, who has made a lot of nice video about YJ. Watching the video you can feel, can touch her love to him. All her works, you can see all from YJ, all of him, his face, his hand, his hair, his body...his happiness and sorrow...

Compare to her love to YJ, my love is a peanut. I can not create a lot of nice works for YJ like her. YJ' family has many good and talent friends who I learn many things from them. I really admire and love them.

Madonoyuki, thank you again for sharing all this works. Please let me share with my friend your nice photos of YJ, share the love to him.

Macau - Oct 2008

So busy that I have not posted something about the trip till now.
I have a relax trip to Macau with a close friend invitation. 3 days with half day for a seminar and 2 days for travel, enjoyed the town with plenty of casino is about half day and 2 nights left.

We really had good time, do nothing, think nothing, just spending the time with love to the life, enjoyed each moment when you till alive, healthy and had chance to share happiness with loving persons.

Chap Lap Kok Hong Kong Airport is perfect with its design, organisation and service. I love the airport, it was graded the Top of 10 best Airport in the world in 2008. We stayed for 5 hours waiting for Turbo Jet to Macau - No tickets to go earlier so just hanging around in the airport... A lot of shops, bookstore, ah, one Starbuck Cafe so we enjoyed spending time there...
We had nothing to rust, we enjoyed any moment there with friends.
The boat was great with nice facility.

The boat was looked from outside.

This, its internal facility. Nice boat, right?

We reached Macau about 6:00pm. Long wait for the bus picking us to dinner.

Our first dinner in Macau was a seafood buffet, quite nice foods, especially sweets and ice creams! Then followed by a special show, Sexy Show... Hah, the girls dance was good, one of them is very good dancer. Fantastic, I enjoyed her performane. The rest was not impressed, like fake, no feeling at all!

The follow day we attended the seminar till 2:00pm. Had a Chineses lunch and went straight to the largest Casino in Asia. Macau is a very nice city. The key business is serve to casinos.

The casino is really huge and beaufiful. You can not complain anything there, design, organisation, hotel, shows, shops, foods...

This is the largest casino in Macau. You can shop and enjoy full day and not cover all the places.

They build hotel, rivers, cities, shopping centers inside the building then made you though you were outside the street. They have a big shopping complex where I did buy a lot of clothes...

See how big the casino.

The casino is huge. We lost in the casino, did not find where the main entrance was.

Look like a street in Europe! A busy street with many shops and food centers. You can see the sky with clouds... enjoy the beautiful weather... It was bout 15 C degrees.

A bit cold so that you need wearing coat... You can see people from everywhere in the world.

How would you feel?

A nice river with handsome guys and charming girls from Ytalia on these boats. Just buying ticket then you can be on board, starting a nice trip along the river in a space was fulled of wonderful sweet Ytalia songs.

Really memorable moment for being there.

They had show with nice Ytalia songs. All created a marvellous space ...

to be continued...

BYJ in WLS

Watching BYJ in WLS is the most effective way to keep me calm whenever I feel dissapointed.
His loving acts comfort me.

Thanks bb for reposting these photos during his casting the drama.
He was in hospital, for episote 10 or 11.



Agree with bb that I wish to be there too, at the moment of the photos taken, with him, at the same space, share with him the tiredness during making the drama.



He looks more closed with us in the hospital's pijama. Like the same family, he is with you, talking something, how do you feel...?

Recall the year 2002 when you are starting your new year 2009 with all enthusiasm and hope, with love in your heart, success will come.

Big success for YJ, for you and for me in the new year coming.

With love.

BYJ - Back to Seul

original in japanese: attour7387 2009/01/07
reposted in: yuri's blogtranslated into chinese: snowkin / loveyongjoon
translated into english: happiebb / bb's blog

Hello everyone.

He (BYJ) concluded his work that lasted three days, and left guam.
He boarded the first flight in the morning today and returned to Seoul, there were about 16 family members waiting at the airport (for him).
His attire was a hat and bluish sunglasses, light brown round-necked tee and another black tee over it. He was wearing a necklace with a pendant in the shape of a cross, blue jeans, and a brown-and-khaki mixed knit long coat. There's some milky-white-colored fluffy fur on the long coat.
Brian appeared first, and then right behind Brian, (we) saw him.
"Yong Joon-ssi~ Please let us see your face~"When he heard it, he asked laughingly,

"How did you all know?" As he was talking, he was approaching everyone. He shook each and everyone's hands and also looked at everyone. And then he also said new year greeting "Happy New Year.

"The Korean family said, "Please make more money in this new year..." He laughed his hearty 'Haha' laugh.

He accepted the new year gifts that everyone had prepared for him, one by one.
Although the gifts were heavy, but he took everything into the car with him. He even opened the window shades and turned on the interior light.
Everyone could see his smiling face inside the car very clearly. What a gentle and considerate man~!!!
He waved to everyone and then he left.His work must have been very tiring, and yet he treated the family who had received and welcomed him at the airport in such a warm and friendly manner. He truly is someone with a very kind heart.

That's all for today～

BYJ is always in my heart

He is again...
Till in long hair, a bit older but my love with him is staytill.
Keep waiting for his next projects.


Look a bit sad, recalled WS drama, the same look, same sadness... I watch the drama for thousand time, whenever I feel sad or dissapointed. I need to see his face, his smile, his voice of laugh, then, I become calm. Thank you YJ, deeply for this.



This is a combination photos, we have him, shining in font of us.
Was he really him in these pictures, or he, at the moment, lived his life for us?


Anyhow, he is perfect.

Let listen to the music from Jade Valerie in Like A Bird with a video of BYJ from Naomi.

The song is so nice and BYJ is gorgerous as ever.

Thanks Naomi.

To listen to the full song click here

Like A Bird - Jade Valerie

Chorus:
Like a Bird Like a Bird
Like an Island you can’t reach
I know I am stronger than you think
Like a Bird or an Island you can’t reach

I’m an addict and an angel, and I know that I am heaven expelled
Don’t need preacher or a teacher telling me about hell
Narcissistic and I‘m twisted but I’ve got secrets to tell

Let me add I am trapped with a past that has broken me down
And in your eyes I see I’ve died just like the smile in my heart
In the end, I’ll begin like the bright morning star

Chorus:

Like a Bird Like a Bird
Like an Island you can’t reach
I know I am stronger than you think
Like a Bird or an Island you can’t reach

oh oh oh oh......

Like a Bird Like a Bird
Like an Island you can’t reach
I know I am stronger than you think
Like a Bird or an Island you can’t reach

oh oh oh oh......

I’m hungover and I’m colder from the spaces that your love left behind
I’ve been drinking to stop thinking about the rage in my mind
Made you taller standing smaller just to fit by your side

You were wrong, I am strong
Just don’t belong in the box of your thoughts
You don’t believe in me, what did you see in me?
I ‘m a gift that you got Gonna fly in your sky, be what you think I’m not
oh yeah......

Chorus:

Like a Bird Like a Bird
Like an Island you can’t reach
I know I am stronger than you think
Like a Bird or an Island you can’t reach

You don’t believe in me
What did you see in me oh
I hope you’re watching me fighting to change

oh oh oh ha ha haa......

The interview with God

Thanks to life, I have many friends from all over the world. Sometimes they send to me stories, jokes which are as Food For Thought, make me think and think...
Some made me happy, some made me sad, some really fun, others really touching... anyhow, they provide me full of feeling. I really enjoy to have those kind of feeling, i feel more alive...

Below is another story from one of my friends sent to me today.
Let enjoy with me now.


THE INTERVIEW WITH GOD

I dreamed I had an interview with God.
"So you would like to interview me?" God asked.
"If you have the time" I said.
God smiled. "My time is eternity." ,"What questions do you have in mind for
me?"

"What surprises you most about humankind?"
God answered.
"That they get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to
be children again."
"That they lose their health to make money. and then lose their money to
restore their health."
"That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such
that they live in neither the present nor the future."
"That they live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never
lived."

God's hand took mine and we were silent for a while.

And then I asked. "As a parent, what are some of life's lessons you want
your children to learn?"
"To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let
themselves be loved."
"To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others."
"To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness."
"To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in those
they love, and it can take many years to heal them."
"To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most, but is one who
needs the least."
"To learn that there are people who love them dearly, but simply have not
yet learned how to express or show their feelings."
"To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see it
differently."
"To learn that it is not enough that they forgive one another, but they must
also forgive themselves."

"Thank you for your time," I said humbly.

"Is there anything else you would like your children to know?"

God smiled and said, "Just know that I am here. always."

What goes around comes around

My friend just sent me this story. It touches my heart then I wish to share with you.
Enjoy!


His name was Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish farmer. One day, while trying to make a living for his family, he heard a cry for help coming from a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the bog. There, mired to his waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming and struggling to free himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what could have been a slow and terrifying death.

The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the Scotsman's sparse surroundings. An elegantly dressed nobleman stepped out and introduced himself as the father of the boy Farmer Fleming had saved. 'I want to repay you,' said the nobleman. 'You saved my son's life.' 'No, I can't accept payment for what I did,' the Scottish farmer replied waving off the offer.

At that moment, the farmer's own son came to the door of the family hovel. 'Is that your son?' the nobleman asked. 'Yes,' the farmer replied proudly. 'I'll make you a deal. Let me provide him with the level of education my own son will enjoy. If the lad is anything like his father, he'll no doubt grow to be a man we both will be proud of.' And that he did.

Farmer Fleming's son attended the very best schools and in time, graduated from St. Mary's Hospital Medical School in London, and went on to become known throughout the world as the noted Sir Alexander Fleming, the discoverer of Penicillin.

Years afterwards, the same nobleman's son who was saved from the bog was stricken with pneumonia. What saved his life this time? Penicillin. The name of the nobleman? Lord Randolph Churchill .. his son's name? Sir Winston Churchill.

Someone once said: What goes around comes around.
Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Sing like nobody's listening.
Live like it's Heaven on Earth.

It's National Friendship Week. So send this to everyone you consider A FRIEND. Pass this on, and brighten some one's day. AN IRISH FRIENDSHIP WISH: You had better send this back!!

Good Luck! I hope it works... May there always be work for your hands to do; May your purse always hold a coin or two; May the sun always shine on your window pane; May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain; May the hand of a friend always be near you; May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you and may you be in heaven a half hour before the devil knows you're dead. OK, this is what you have to do.... Send this to all of your friends. But - you HAVE to send this within 1 hour from when you open it! Now.....make a wish!! I hope you made your wish!

When we look at YJ...

How much we love this prince? can not express by words...

Back to the year 2003, he looked so young, elegent, sweet and gentle... I love his gentle look, so sweet. Once looking at his photos, my heart fulls of peace, stillness in the moment. That is one of reasons I love him. Thank YJ so much for feelings he bring to me.

Life is harsh and sweet, YJ is sweet part this life brings to me. Always miss him even how busy and stress I am...

Thank you to this generation with all hi tech to help me to get all info about him from all over the world friends.

Thank you so much to Jaime as well for posting this set of photos

Winter Gifts from BYJ

eposted from: KOB

Greetings BYJ family members, 2008 Christmas season has come. We hope every family member have a great winter days.

As you know, the BGM of BYJ homepage was changed a few days ago. We know many family members were curious about and pleased with it. This song, 'You Are My Everything' was prepared as gift music for family members on the occasion of the 2008 year end.

In addition, we prepared another gift; we posted a music video which is composed of memorable pictures for BYJ and family members on the section of 'About/ Greeting'.

We hope you can remember the precious moment with the video and music.
Thanks.
Best regards,

BOF

And other letter from BOF

Greetings BYJ family members, Christmas is coming to all over the street.
We hope every family member have exciting and meaningful plans at the end of the year.

By the way many family members sent us questions about the new BGM You are my everything, so we would like to give you more details about the song on the notice.
This song is sung by Kang Yohwan who is an actor and singer, and he makes a present of this song to BYJ and BYJ family members.

Kang Yohwan wrote the lyric reflected BYJ’s appreciation and love to family members. Furthermore he is also the singer of 'The day you come to me' in the Hotelier OST in which BYJ acted, so this gift song seems more special and meaningful to everyone.

Kang Yohwan plans to act in the Drama, Cain and Abel; we hope Kang Yohwan show great performance as an actor in 2009. We appreciate his gift song and kindly ask you to give him warm concern and support. (*bb: this is something to look forward to! SJS, yeah!)

We are happy to see family members pleased at the music.

Thanks.
Best regards,
BOF

Look after you - BYJ

Very dear YJ,

Too busy to talk or chat to you or families for months. Many things happened have pulled me go far to the place I do not want to be...

YJ, I always look after you, every projects you are in, any place you come, I read a lot writing of you from our friends, your families and rarely chit chat, just read then feel you are till close to me. At least in my mind, you are there, gorgeous and talent as ever.

Thanks for all feelings you bring to me, very emotional, very touching... I love the feelings although sometime it was really painful and uneasy. But that is life, you, an element from life, come to me with very special feelings. Thanks for all.

I have just seen your photos with guitar, very lovely! You were playing the Fa Major, how the song sounds? Very excited to listen to your song!

Always love you !

BYJ non show

YJ was in a Music show. He well knows that he is never free. He is never alone!
He always acts, I guess!

As sometime he share to us, he does his best to ensure to show us his best performance, sound and fresh to please us. We are happy to see him, but I feel sorry for him.

When he can be him, for himself only?

And here, look at this poor guy!

Even at his rest, people also took his picture! But we all love to see him at moments like this, right!?

Hey, you can not imagine how badly I wish to see YJ in his house, no make up, in his casual cloths and no any showing or acting, be real him, once in my life!

Saturday

Saturday again...
Time flies fast... Sat then Sat... Not very happy with many things not completed, not reach what I really want to. But life! I try to stay happily any moment and yet till have sometimes can not control feelings.
The big thing of the life is future, the mystery of everyones. Future... we work, fight, love for but we never know what will happen tomorrow. Overthere at the end of the road, we can not see how we are and how long we have. Today I am so sad and I comfort myself with the hope tomorrow is better.

Saturday...
I love Saturday afternoon, free myself in my own pace, time and dreams...
Lucky, we have dreams, where we can hide away with all the love, flowers, green grass, water falls, sand hills or what you wish to see or have. I, in the world, am so happy and freedom. In the world, life is as what I direct, nice and so exciting with all special events, special people.

Saturday...
Thanks life .
Thanks for the moment...