Let listen to the music from Jade Valerie in Like A Bird with a video of BYJ from Naomi.

The song is so nice and BYJ is gorgerous as ever.

Thanks Naomi.

To listen to the full song click here

Like A Bird - Jade Valerie

Chorus:
Like a Bird Like a Bird
Like an Island you can’t reach
I know I am stronger than you think
Like a Bird or an Island you can’t reach

I’m an addict and an angel, and I know that I am heaven expelled
Don’t need preacher or a teacher telling me about hell
Narcissistic and I‘m twisted but I’ve got secrets to tell

Let me add I am trapped with a past that has broken me down
And in your eyes I see I’ve died just like the smile in my heart
In the end, I’ll begin like the bright morning star

Chorus:

Like a Bird Like a Bird
Like an Island you can’t reach
I know I am stronger than you think
Like a Bird or an Island you can’t reach

oh oh oh oh......

Like a Bird Like a Bird
Like an Island you can’t reach
I know I am stronger than you think
Like a Bird or an Island you can’t reach

oh oh oh oh......

I’m hungover and I’m colder from the spaces that your love left behind
I’ve been drinking to stop thinking about the rage in my mind
Made you taller standing smaller just to fit by your side

You were wrong, I am strong
Just don’t belong in the box of your thoughts
You don’t believe in me, what did you see in me?
I ‘m a gift that you got Gonna fly in your sky, be what you think I’m not
oh yeah......

Chorus:

Like a Bird Like a Bird
Like an Island you can’t reach
I know I am stronger than you think
Like a Bird or an Island you can’t reach

You don’t believe in me
What did you see in me oh
I hope you’re watching me fighting to change

oh oh oh ha ha haa......

The interview with God

Thanks to life, I have many friends from all over the world. Sometimes they send to me stories, jokes which are as Food For Thought, make me think and think...
Some made me happy, some made me sad, some really fun, others really touching... anyhow, they provide me full of feeling. I really enjoy to have those kind of feeling, i feel more alive...

Below is another story from one of my friends sent to me today.
Let enjoy with me now.


THE INTERVIEW WITH GOD

I dreamed I had an interview with God.
"So you would like to interview me?" God asked.
"If you have the time" I said.
God smiled. "My time is eternity." ,"What questions do you have in mind for
me?"

"What surprises you most about humankind?"
God answered.
"That they get bored with childhood, they rush to grow up, and then long to
be children again."
"That they lose their health to make money. and then lose their money to
restore their health."
"That by thinking anxiously about the future, they forget the present, such
that they live in neither the present nor the future."
"That they live as if they will never die, and die as though they had never
lived."

God's hand took mine and we were silent for a while.

And then I asked. "As a parent, what are some of life's lessons you want
your children to learn?"
"To learn they cannot make anyone love them. All they can do is let
themselves be loved."
"To learn that it is not good to compare themselves to others."
"To learn to forgive by practicing forgiveness."
"To learn that it only takes a few seconds to open profound wounds in those
they love, and it can take many years to heal them."
"To learn that a rich person is not one who has the most, but is one who
needs the least."
"To learn that there are people who love them dearly, but simply have not
yet learned how to express or show their feelings."
"To learn that two people can look at the same thing and see it
differently."
"To learn that it is not enough that they forgive one another, but they must
also forgive themselves."

"Thank you for your time," I said humbly.

"Is there anything else you would like your children to know?"

God smiled and said, "Just know that I am here. always."

What goes around comes around

My friend just sent me this story. It touches my heart then I wish to share with you.
Enjoy!


His name was Fleming, and he was a poor Scottish farmer. One day, while trying to make a living for his family, he heard a cry for help coming from a nearby bog. He dropped his tools and ran to the bog. There, mired to his waist in black muck, was a terrified boy, screaming and struggling to free himself. Farmer Fleming saved the lad from what could have been a slow and terrifying death.

The next day, a fancy carriage pulled up to the Scotsman's sparse surroundings. An elegantly dressed nobleman stepped out and introduced himself as the father of the boy Farmer Fleming had saved. 'I want to repay you,' said the nobleman. 'You saved my son's life.' 'No, I can't accept payment for what I did,' the Scottish farmer replied waving off the offer.

At that moment, the farmer's own son came to the door of the family hovel. 'Is that your son?' the nobleman asked. 'Yes,' the farmer replied proudly. 'I'll make you a deal. Let me provide him with the level of education my own son will enjoy. If the lad is anything like his father, he'll no doubt grow to be a man we both will be proud of.' And that he did.

Farmer Fleming's son attended the very best schools and in time, graduated from St. Mary's Hospital Medical School in London, and went on to become known throughout the world as the noted Sir Alexander Fleming, the discoverer of Penicillin.

Years afterwards, the same nobleman's son who was saved from the bog was stricken with pneumonia. What saved his life this time? Penicillin. The name of the nobleman? Lord Randolph Churchill .. his son's name? Sir Winston Churchill.

Someone once said: What goes around comes around.
Work like you don't need the money.
Love like you've never been hurt.
Dance like nobody's watching.
Sing like nobody's listening.
Live like it's Heaven on Earth.

It's National Friendship Week. So send this to everyone you consider A FRIEND. Pass this on, and brighten some one's day. AN IRISH FRIENDSHIP WISH: You had better send this back!!

Good Luck! I hope it works... May there always be work for your hands to do; May your purse always hold a coin or two; May the sun always shine on your window pane; May a rainbow be certain to follow each rain; May the hand of a friend always be near you; May God fill your heart with gladness to cheer you and may you be in heaven a half hour before the devil knows you're dead. OK, this is what you have to do.... Send this to all of your friends. But - you HAVE to send this within 1 hour from when you open it! Now.....make a wish!! I hope you made your wish!

When we look at YJ...

How much we love this prince? can not express by words...

Back to the year 2003, he looked so young, elegent, sweet and gentle... I love his gentle look, so sweet. Once looking at his photos, my heart fulls of peace, stillness in the moment. That is one of reasons I love him. Thank YJ so much for feelings he bring to me.

Life is harsh and sweet, YJ is sweet part this life brings to me. Always miss him even how busy and stress I am...

Thank you to this generation with all hi tech to help me to get all info about him from all over the world friends.

Thank you so much to Jaime as well for posting this set of photos

Winter Gifts from BYJ

eposted from: KOB

Greetings BYJ family members, 2008 Christmas season has come. We hope every family member have a great winter days.

As you know, the BGM of BYJ homepage was changed a few days ago. We know many family members were curious about and pleased with it. This song, 'You Are My Everything' was prepared as gift music for family members on the occasion of the 2008 year end.

In addition, we prepared another gift; we posted a music video which is composed of memorable pictures for BYJ and family members on the section of 'About/ Greeting'.

We hope you can remember the precious moment with the video and music.
Thanks.
Best regards,

BOF

And other letter from BOF

Greetings BYJ family members, Christmas is coming to all over the street.
We hope every family member have exciting and meaningful plans at the end of the year.

By the way many family members sent us questions about the new BGM You are my everything, so we would like to give you more details about the song on the notice.
This song is sung by Kang Yohwan who is an actor and singer, and he makes a present of this song to BYJ and BYJ family members.

Kang Yohwan wrote the lyric reflected BYJ’s appreciation and love to family members. Furthermore he is also the singer of 'The day you come to me' in the Hotelier OST in which BYJ acted, so this gift song seems more special and meaningful to everyone.

Kang Yohwan plans to act in the Drama, Cain and Abel; we hope Kang Yohwan show great performance as an actor in 2009. We appreciate his gift song and kindly ask you to give him warm concern and support. (*bb: this is something to look forward to! SJS, yeah!)

We are happy to see family members pleased at the music.

Thanks.
Best regards,
BOF

Look after you - BYJ

Very dear YJ,

Too busy to talk or chat to you or families for months. Many things happened have pulled me go far to the place I do not want to be...

YJ, I always look after you, every projects you are in, any place you come, I read a lot writing of you from our friends, your families and rarely chit chat, just read then feel you are till close to me. At least in my mind, you are there, gorgeous and talent as ever.

Thanks for all feelings you bring to me, very emotional, very touching... I love the feelings although sometime it was really painful and uneasy. But that is life, you, an element from life, come to me with very special feelings. Thanks for all.

I have just seen your photos with guitar, very lovely! You were playing the Fa Major, how the song sounds? Very excited to listen to your song!

Always love you !

BYJ non show

YJ was in a Music show. He well knows that he is never free. He is never alone!
He always acts, I guess!

As sometime he share to us, he does his best to ensure to show us his best performance, sound and fresh to please us. We are happy to see him, but I feel sorry for him.

When he can be him, for himself only?

And here, look at this poor guy!

Even at his rest, people also took his picture! But we all love to see him at moments like this, right!?

Hey, you can not imagine how badly I wish to see YJ in his house, no make up, in his casual cloths and no any showing or acting, be real him, once in my life!

Saturday

Saturday again...
Time flies fast... Sat then Sat... Not very happy with many things not completed, not reach what I really want to. But life! I try to stay happily any moment and yet till have sometimes can not control feelings.
The big thing of the life is future, the mystery of everyones. Future... we work, fight, love for but we never know what will happen tomorrow. Overthere at the end of the road, we can not see how we are and how long we have. Today I am so sad and I comfort myself with the hope tomorrow is better.

Saturday...
I love Saturday afternoon, free myself in my own pace, time and dreams...
Lucky, we have dreams, where we can hide away with all the love, flowers, green grass, water falls, sand hills or what you wish to see or have. I, in the world, am so happy and freedom. In the world, life is as what I direct, nice and so exciting with all special events, special people.

Saturday...
Thanks life .
Thanks for the moment...

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Dalat - Phan Thiet trip

I had a business trip to Dalat and PhanThiet 3 months ago. Really a nice places, I love the 2 towns and have visited there many times, esp Dalat. I stayed in Novotel Dalat and Phan Thiet. The scenery at Novotel Phanthiet is marvelous.

Novotel Resort Phan Thiet. Beautiful!














Phan Thiet is less opportunity to visit since I am not prefered sea as high land. I love highland with the cold weather and the grass, trees overthere are too beautiful. Phan thiet to me only is sand hills. I love sandhill with many endless yellow hills.

I was there at a full moon night, laid down on an upper sand hill, looked the moonlight with the sound of sea waves. How nice it was! I can not make it again even I have many opportunities later. The sweet memory is never come twice!

But this time I really have a good time there with my family. I enjoyed the hammok near the sea, the wind, sound of sea waves, blue sky, the nights there are great too. Novotel facilities is the best in Phan Thiet. I love the hotel.

Some photos for your curriosity.

Pls try if you have chance or make it happen! It will great, I promise!



Dalat with many places serves this kind of foods. Lovely! Walked in light rain with umbrella, (you see my one ? ) ate home-made yogurt at a small shop along the street, it was very nice!

I love to walk around the Dalat town to enjoy the weather, buy somethings special to eat like bread, yogurt, sweeets, soyabean or visit Ngoc Lan Restaurant to taste French cuisines.

Dalat now is not quiet any more, people more crowded, less friendly and less safe.
I have a lot sweet memories there from highschool time, long time ago and time is past on me thru many period of my life: high school, college, business trips, holidays, honeymoon... The times I have been there is uncountable. Any corners, streets, trees, weather there holds my memories with someones in the past, anything overthere holds my heart ...

It is Novotel Dalat, the Hotel is nice but their rooms are a bit small. Excellent services.

This area is for breakfast! It is delicous with French style.

What is going wrong?

Another strange day to me!

I wanted, I made and now I am till not happy with what I have now!

Alone, running away from the current situation, want to be free from all headache matters and yet I am not happy! Everything is till there, when I am separated from such things, it seems worse with a clear picture. That is much clearer.

Then, what can I do next?

I lost the young guy I love, but I thought I did not love him that much. I think I can 't bear the separation for ever. But I am wrong, I missed him badly. I want to see his face, his laugh, whenever I pass a place I have been there with him, I miss him too much. Am I wrong to let him go out of my loving arms?

I fight lonely in this life, no one for me to lean on, I have to go my way, cry for and encourage myself , I have to face with my sadness, loneliness and every difficulties. Am I very demanding to persons besides me? I do not know, I feel this life is too heavy for me!

Can I leave things there and run away?
I have just tried and found that I run nowhere, just like ostrich hiding his head in sand.
Just isolate myself in more pain and tired!

I know the feeling too bad now and keep hoping that tomorrow will be better.

Hope I can pass this time quickly.

How many B day wishes to you, could you count?

Repost on BYJ.


Very Dear Yong Joon!

Today is a special day not only to you but also to all your sisters.
We celebrate the day with you in many ways, do very nice and cute electronic gifts for you, share all sweet memories having with you together, or just silently light a candle and wish all the best in this life to you!

All say the same thing, Happy Birthday to You!
And not for only today, if these wishes work, they will bless you for your whole life since they all come from hearts of persons loving you too much!

Dear Yong Joon sisters, as game shows they usually ask how many person join the game or attending this game, could we ask something like .... how many people giving BYJ a B day wish today? Can we guess ?

Can you guess YJ ??
So,...You must be the happiest person today, Yong Joon! Enjoy your day !
Good rest and come to your new projects with your best strength! We are all at your back.

For a very special day to Yong Joon and to us!

With love!

Dear YJ,

The photo is too cute! I love your closing your eyes, like in dreams! Dream on your B day!

Or, like in good rest! Take rest in your life, enjoy it!

You are in my heart, but I never wish to see you in real life. It hardly happens and I will not happy just seeing you from far distance so I rather imagine what and how I could do if I were with you. More sweet, more real to me!

Love you

Hello, Family. This is Bae Yong Joon

I re post the letter from BYJ. This is the translation from Suehan. Thanks Suehan very much to make us keep closer with YJ. Don't get angry for re posting.
You can click here to see the full page at BYJ with all comments from YJ's sisters (Talk box - No 51347).

Original in Korean : Bae Yong Joon/ KOB
Translated into English : Suehan


Wow!! I think it’s the first time I have seen his posting since I became his fan in Jan of 2005.
He posted two letters on #51346 and #51347. But I believe he did that because he couldn’t post his letter one time. (You’ll know the reason from his post scrip of the end of 2nd posting.)

So I translated the two postings into one.
Suehan


Hello, Family. This is Bae Yong Joon.

Today’s weather isn’t so good, but there was a refreshing breeze for us all. On the other hand, I am thinking that there will be a change in the weather with the rain showers and wind that have come. The rate that time is flying by makes me feel like I’m in a rush to get everything done. Because there is so much I have planned in my head while I have been taking breaks. That is why I am taking the time to first write to you all and send this letter to the Family.

First of all, I am sorry to have made you all worry. The surgery went well without any problems. After getting good results from staying in the hospital for a couple of days, I am already recovering quickly enough to be in front of the computer to write this letter to you all. I would like to give thanks to all of you for your support, and promise to not make you all worry like this again in the future. You must all stay healthy and well, too.

Out of all the things that I hope to do in the future, there is one idea that I would like to discuss with all of you.

A while ago, I mentioned that I wanted to write a book to introduce Korea. Do you all remember that? Although I love photographs, I have also had this desire to present the beauty(s) of Korea for a long time.

Therefore, from the love and support from the Asian family, I have seen the interest many families have shown about Korea. And everyone has made visits to the country, too. At some point I started to regret that you have to come and visit the shooting site, which due to little information were limited to see only that part of Korea.
And even from those it was not enough for you to see all of Korea during your trip, making you have to come back again later. I wanted to catch the attention of you all and tourists, by revealing the charm of the country that is Korea. And this is what I want to say.

“Even to those of us who have lived in Korea, the culture, history and beauty of the country have embraced and surprised us. Please use your camera to capture the beauty of every little place. This is the Korea that I was born and grew up in. It is the Korea that I have been trying to reveal through my drama and movie shootings.” Is what I am trying to say.

And that made me think how it would be if I were the first to pick up my camera and travel around the country, introducing a book filled with pictures that at least communicate some of the beauty that Korea has to offer.

But this isn’t where my thoughts and worries stop. While thinking about the route(s) of my travels would lead me, I only know of the few, famous places that I have been before. There must be places that are just as beautiful that I simply have not heard of yet… And I haven’t been able to look for help in any other useful places.
But then, the Family is what came to my thoughts! I realized that we could make this book together, not with my own efforts.

What do you think? Are there any places you can tell me about?

Please let me know of all the places that you all have traveled throughout Korea. Writing, pictures, any information you can give me is fine. Even a small table in a shabby, country restaurant will be accepted too. Mountains you do not know the names of that you have seen in the background while parking your car in the sunset are also good. Exciting stories at a famous getaway is great, too. Those who have lived their entire lives in Korea, an encounter you’ve had that made you realize your appreciation for the country is good, too.
You have anything that you want to know about Korea? That is great, too. Tell me where in Korea you’re curious about, where you want to go and visit, what you want to try and eat… whatever your heart desires to ask.

I will try my best to create a good book using all the things that you all have to contribute to me.
I hope that everyone who reads this book and is interested in Korea including our families abroad would like to stay for a longer time in Korea.

My pen and pad and camera are ready. I will start my travels as soon as I receive all of your stories. For now, email your letters to webmaster@byj.co.kr. Soon, I will create a place where I can store, and listen to, all the stories you send me.

I feel much lighter now that I have expressed the thoughts that I have had for the past few weeks to you all. Now, I will just wait excitedly for all your stories. I will definitely be studying hard.

Please always stay well and healthy.

I love you all.

At the dawn of August 19th, 2008

Sincerely,

Bae Yong Joon

P.S.
I got a small scare when the post didn’t show up all at once.
I forgot there was a limit on the length of the posting.
I hope it doesn’t make your reading difficult.

How to stay young

A friend sent me ways to keep you young longer...
I find they really nice and worth following. Enjoy!

HOW TO STAY YOUNG

1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctors worry about them. That is why you pay 'them.'

2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down.

3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever, even ham radio. Never let the brain idle. 'An idle mind is the devil's workshop.' And the devil's name is Alzheimer's.

4. Enjoy the simple things.

5. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath.

6. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person, who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. Be ALIVE while you are alive.

7. Surround yourself with what you love , whether it's family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge.

8. Cherish your health: If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond what you can improve, get help.

9. Don't take guilt trips. Take a trip to the mall, even to the next county; to a foreign country but NOT to where the guilt is.

10. Tell the people you love that you love them , at every opportunity.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away

Life is uncertainty!

Yesterday I have my hair cut and something stirred up my mind and soul!

The one taking care my hair is a hair stylist, quite famous in his entertainment industry. He is good looking and sound at his middle age and as other stylists, he always showed up to people a well performance.

I met an old man, weak, skinny and pale at his salon, the man looked like my hair stylist but much older than him, I thought, may be his elder brother.
Then later I find the old skinny pale man is him! How he could be! Just about lesser than 3 months I had not seen him, my God!

He has a serious sick related to his brain and he had 2 month treatment in hospital then recently another 1 week treatment again. Now he is in his recovering stage, but he looks like a 60 year old man with his pale, brown spots on his skin, his eyes lost his lively look although he can cut our hairs, till at his professional. He even changed my hair style and made me look better with it.

I know the case that one man just died in a day without any signals, he felt hard to breath, sent to hospital and died on the same day. But this time I am really shock to see my hair stylist and his case touch my heart. How this life is uncertainty! You try too much for your life then suddenly, something happens and everything becomes meaningless to you, then what you can do?

I must re think what we really need to this life and then just do for it. I must be happy with what I till have today since I may lose anything or everything tomorrow. I must re set my life target and re schedule my time.

LIFE.. too beautiful and too terrible! LIFE gives you signals to remind you for a happier choice you can make. Then I have my choice now, and you, what is your choice ???

When we can see you again, YJ?

Some more photos from April Snow.

The show really impressed me. Insoo's sorrow tears my heart.



You see how perfect his sweet face in the scene.



YJ, when I can see your new works?

Dear YJ, get better soon!

Repost the message on BYJ last 11 Aug, 08

I heard you had a surgery for about 2 hours, under general anesthesia to treat damaged muscles and nerves in shoulder. How are u? Are u painful? Hope that you have your close friends or your love with you during these days.


i always imagine how, what i could do if I was with you, YJ.
It should be sweet thoughts to think about.

Special in this time, you may need more caring of others, then what i could do if i was with you?

Dear YJ's sisters, I think most of us sharing the same feeling. We wish to do something for YJ, but we can not, so just imagine, if we could do...

Dear YJ, we all love you and all helpless in releasing pain from you.
So .... only can say take care and wish you get better soonest with all love from us.

With deeply love.

Very dear BYJ, Why dont you look at us?

Repost my message on BYJ on 6 Aug

Very Dear Yong Joon,
How are you ? I heard that you are back Korea... I have been waiting for your new performance long, long....

I think you are going to publish some new photos, and maybe with your new hair style.
I 've heard many sisters crying for your long hair cutting. Yes, you look sweet and very, very charming with the hairstyle. But that style is for a period of your time, your performance.

For me, your brilliancy and charm is not just because of your hair and glasses. You are gorgeous with glasses and yet I love to see you without glasses then I can see your eyes, glances.

Now I am eager to see your new hair style...

One thing, could you do for us, could you look at the camera when taking photos. With this way we can feel like you are looking at us when seeing your photos. Most of your photos are not looking to cameras, we can not catch your eyes, your glances.

Thanks for all wonderful feeling you have given to us through your works.
All the best to you.
Always love you.

How much is not too much?

How much you are expecting to your lover?
How much is just good enough to please the one but not disturb him?
How much is not too much?
I have the such questions from one of my friend.


I did answer to her that we must find the way to please ourselves.
Loving someone is not easy. We love then we become very demanding, of course just with the one, then we have high expectation. We expect the one should be, should do, understand, ... like this, like that, etc. more than other ones.
Unfortunately, the one we love is normal person, not a hero and very intelligent one. Even he /she is, he/she can not too smart to understand everything from every moment.

So how much is good? Good for feel being love and take care by the lover?

I suggest if we can, we could not expect. Let love devote to you what it can give.

You love and being love, just please yourself. Not from other, then you will be happy.

What you can do...

When you have to leave someone you love, what can you do?
I feel really sad but what we can do...

Time flies fast and things keep changing.
If you miss someone then what can you do?
If you wish to touch or calling someone who is not with you any more, what can you do?
If you want to do something for the one you love, since he is too far from you so you can not do anything but just hearing all info from him, what can you do?
If you love someone, once you think of him, you feel the love you devote to him overflow your soul and at the same time a pain sharp as knife go through your heart, then what can you do?
If you know you are loosing the one you love then what can you do?

One day you most not expected, you have to leave someone you love, what you can do...
is just comfort yourself with the thinking that even the one may not be with you anymore, but the love till with you to the day you wish to.

By this way, LOVE is with you, forever... not cultivated by anyone influence.

on the days for Di's leaving.

Today is a special day.

I feel very disappointed with my plans broken. Many things just flowed out of my hand. I feel empty badly and at the same time I met friends and encouraged them.

Anyhow, I am not alone, everyone has his/her pain... like me, right now... Something I thought I have has gone. Time, share, love, do I really had had and now gone? Or I just thought I have?

I know how to control my sadness and yet till have bad times.
I lost one of my value on this life, how sad I am now, he is leaving me. That is life, right? You can not hold anything, even the one you love most.
So, then what will come next, I have to find ways to balance myself

Day by day, all the things seem not very favor to me.

Always the loneliness, no one at my side to fight for this life. I feel lonely at any moment.
Things just are out of my control, what I can do? Even time, I have not enough to do what i really wish to do for my sake.

Only want to run away, life is not too harsh for me but the loneliness.
No one can share with me, I looking for someone can be with me at my downest time like this, understanding the situation, share my concerns and love, give me some guideline to get our of the difficulties. I have to stand alone from years to years, becoming more bad temper day by day. How can I control all these such things?

You are too far for me, but at least I have known you, that is one of roses from this life offered to me. Thanks. Thanks you for existence, I love you even in what way you perform. Your image is courage me in bad days.

I am till in bad mood and do not know how to overcome this situation.
Too much worry and worst with the loneliness.

Someone in heart can not save you from all difficulties. He is just stay there, in your heart and will talk to you once you go back with him. When you need fighting, he may give you encouragement and brave but not fulfill your loneliness.

I want to cry, but nobody give me shoulders to lean on.
I have to fight, alone in the inexorable battles.
Only want to run away then hide myself in my own comfortable zone, where I can do what i prefer to do. I have a lot of interesting things to do, but not this battles.
Who can be here with me, besides me right now?

No one, no anyone...

Có phải là tình yêu?

Bạn có tự tin vượt qua khoảng cách thời gian không?
Bao lâu sẽ làm bạn e ngại, năm năm hay mười năm?
Thật ra khoảng cách thời gian chỉ là một trong những thử thách của tình ỵêu mà thôi.

Loneliness is always with you in the times you never expect.
Life is fighting, for all you love, and you have to fight, alone.

...

Khi em cần một bàn tay đã không có ai bên cạnh
Thế giới vẫn đông đầy sao vẫn hoài không đủ ???

Hình bóng trong tim liệu có đủ đầy như vẫn ngỡ
Gánh nặng cuộc đời như không thể chịu đựng nổi
Có thể hạnh phúc chăng chỉ chung một bầu trời ?
Có thể bình an chăng khi em đang lạc lối ?

Sông trăng rực rỡ của những ngày thơ dại
Chỉ còn nỗi đau tình đầu tan như sóng
Đêm mùa đông ngọt ngào hương yêu xa xứ
Như bàn tay che không đủ ấm cuộc đời

Nắng vẫn lên… nụ cười vẫn nở…
Ngày mai, ngày mai của em, có em
Vẫn trong đời ấy, dù thiếu mãi một bàn tay

KN Napoli, 13 tháng 5, 2008

YJ,
I am in bad feeling and just want to share with u here, on my blog.
I know all of us sometime in very bad situation and regardless how hard the time, we have to overcome by our own.

I read your notes and I know you also spent very harsh periods. I wished to share with you that feeling since I know it is always tough and yet even you have a lot of families, you have to pass it alone!
Me too, now! I have a lot of supportive relation but I till have to face with issues nearly lonely.

Now and then, I wish I can run away from this life which is so beautiful and also so tough! What we can do when you exist on this earth not only for you.
I know deeply that you experience the feeling better than anyone since you have a lot of people look at you, believe in you, waiting for you to present to them all the perfect performance and the worst is they love you deeply.
Since you can not fail, you have only one way, go ahead in the perfect way, whatever. I love you by tasting the feeling you have, too.
How a person can bear with the such pressure!


YJ, pls give me a look with sympathy and encouragement. I need that more than whatever things on this life now!

Wish that I can overcome the situation.

Always love you.

May 2003 - a flash of life

An old feeling.

Chưa bao gio mình mỏi mệt đến như vậy.
Cuộc đời là cõi tạm ư mà sao ta đớn đau đến thế. Cái cảm giác luôn như không thể nào chịu đựng nổi vẫn đeo bám ngày này qua ngày khác, mà ta vẫn tồn tại.
Mỗi ngày với công việc mỗi nặng nề hơn mà ta có gì để bù đắp ?
Luôn là nỗi cô đơn khủng khiếp đó, nó luôn hiện hữu dù ta có chấp nhận hay không. Luôn trốn tránh, tìm vui bằng những bong bóng đủ màu mình tự tô vẽ, để một lúc nào đó, nỗi cô đon ấy gần như đánh gục mình hoàn toàn.
Có ai trong cuộc đời này cho mình có thể chia sẻ những điều ấy ?
Cái mà ta cần là gì, tình yêu, cái mà thiêng liêng nhất cũng đã bó tay,
Cảm giác muốn trốn chạy luôn ám ảnh bởi mang nặng nỗi cô đơn ấy với một tương lai mịt mờ cùng bao bất trắc, thì có còn chi là vui thú cuộ c đời !
Trái tim chật vật đập những nhịp nặng nề mỗi sáng trưa chiều tối. Làm sao mình chịu đựng nỗi.
Cảm giác ngọn dao ấy đâm thẳng vào tim, mình thật lòng ước mong không có bất kỳ ai trên cuộc đời này trải qua cái cảm giác đó !
Môi vẫn cười, mặt vẫn rạng rỡ, mình luôn ngưỡng mộ mình quá đỗi cho khả năng che dấu niềm đau, nhưng mình sẽ chịu đựng bao lâu nữa. Mình rất muốn đầu hàng bởi chịu đựng cuộc sống ngày đối với mình gần như là quá sức.
Mình chưa từng chịu những cảm giác như vậy, mình mong rằng đó đã là tận cùng để mình còn có thể ước mong rằng thời gian này sẽ qua, rằng mình sẽ chịu đựng nổi.
Mình sẽ không thay đổi con nguời của mình, dù bản ngã ấy làm mình khốn khổ.
Chỉ có một niềm vui được dâng hiến là còn giữ mình tồn tại. Dâng hiến cho những người mình yêu thương và chỉ có thế.
Mong mình sẽ có thêm sức lực để qua nốt đoạn đường chông gai này.
Mình là một người dũng cảm và đầy nghị lực, không gì có thể đánh gục mình , trừ phi mình bỏ cuộc. Trừ phi mình bỏ cuộc !

The strange dream

I think it was from 2002. Post it here to recall an old friend in an old time.


Chuyện gì đang đến vậy? Cái cảm giác mà nó mang đến thật thú vị nhưng cũng rất đáng sợ. Con người thật khó hiểu, những giấc mơ kỳ quặc…Những giấc mơ, mình luôn biết năng lực vô cùng của nó, mình đã có những giấc mơ không sao giải thích nổi và sau đó những ảnh hưởng lớn lao mà nó để lại. Nhưng mơ như thế thì chưa bao giờ cả. Một giấc mơ kỳ lạ dẫn dắt bao nhiêu suy nghĩ trong một thời gian dài.
Tại sao lại có thể xãy ra điều ấy, người ta có thể tưởng tượng tất cả mọi thứ mà người ta yêu mến, mong mỏi nhưng một điều không thể có ở hiện thực lại có trong những giấc mơ giống nhau và được lặp lại thì thật kỳ quặc. Có chắc là điều ấy chưa bao giờ có trong sự tưởng tượng không? Thật đáng nghi ngờ phải không?

Mình luôn bị dằn vặt bởi sự khao khát biết được mình đã như thế nào trong những giấc mơ đó. Và tất cả, từng chi tiết… Lẽ ra mình không nên biết về sự hiện hữu của giấc mơ ấy, bởi những cảm xúc dai dẳng nó mang đến, bởi có thể sẽ có những điều khác sẽ đến (tưởng tượng quá chăng). Mặt khác mình cũng hiểu chịu đựng giác mơ ấy một mình là không thể chịu nổi.

Cuộc đời muôn vẻ nhờ những điều ấy, và mình, may mắn (hay không may mắn?) có được những kinh nghiệm ấy. Một cảm giác không tả được nổi bật trong những tháng ngày làm việc bận rộn đến trơ lì mọi cảm giác, để gần như không còn ham muốn hay bất kỳ đòi hỏi giải trí nào ngọai trừ ngủ.

Dù sao, vẫn cám ơn về chuyện ấy. Nghe thật tức cười và hơi tội lỗi phải không? Cho những cảm xúc tinh khôi. Cho những vui buồn luôn chia sẻ. Cho sự lựa chọn khủng khiếp đó.

I love BYJ

Pls see his new photos!

Ước mơ màu đêm

Để nhớ có những ngày, những người bạn và những nỗi dằn vặt.
Chia sẻ cùng bạn mình nỗi niềm này.

Ước mơ màu đêm

Đã có một giấc mơ
Sẫm màu như đêm đen
Những đôi mắt vì sao
Lóe ánh cười rạng rỡ

Trong giấc mơ - bàn tay
Dịu dàng, nhẹ nhàng quá
Nỗi buồn dần xoá dấu
Trả hồn về tinh khôi
…

Giữa không cùng đêm-ngày
Giữa hư không-thực tại
Vẫn hoài một ước mơ
Môt lần cho mãi mãi

Làm trái tim ngốt thở,
Quen thuộc một mùi hương,
Ngàn hoa như đã nở
Chờ đón phút vô thường

Bàn tay, những bàn tay,
Khát khao và dâng hiến
Những ngón tay mềm yếu
Che cuộc đời vây quanh
…

Xin cho em còn anh
Mãi hoài trong ký ức
Mong nhớ luôn còn đây
Dù trong tầm tay với

Bởi một ngày rồi tới
Sẽ như bèo hợp tan,
Ta sẽ không còn nhau,
Trên đường đời vạn nẻo
…

Giữa không cùng đêm-ngày
Giữa hư không-thực tại
Vẫn hoài một ước mơ
Môt lần cho mãi mãi

Dù chỉ là ước mơ
Con tim hoài xao động
Yêu dù trong mộng tưởng
Lòng sao hoài nhớ thương !?

Mình đã có những giấc mơ, tinh khôi và ngọt ngào, nhẹ như một lần chạm tay…

Mình đã có một ước mơ, mỗi khi đêm về, không còn ánh sáng, không có âm thanh, thả mình trong cảm giác được là chính mình, sống cho mình, nghĩ cho mình, là lúc mà ước mơ ấy đến, hiện hữu như có thật, đang là,…

Mình mơ một hình bóng, có thể là không thực, nhưng có hề ! Người ta luôn đuổi theo những bóng hình phù du trong suốt đời mình trong mê muội, thì tại sao mình lại ngại ngần không làm điều ấy khi đã biết đó là gì ?

Những đoá hoa phù du mang mùi hương mà mình luôn muốn được tắm đẫm trong không gian ấy, những bong bóng muôn màu bay lên những tầng cao vô uư trên kia mang theo ước mơ được thoát ra khỏi nơi đây cùng những nhọc nhằn đời thường. Thì tại sao không?

Hãy cho mình được mơ, được yêu hay được sống trong những phút giây không thuộc về thực tại, và không thuộc về một thế giới nào khác ngoài thế giới của mình với những phút giây hạnh phúc riêng tư để thoát khỏi nỗi cô đơn luôn hiện hữu.

4 Mar 02

Beautiful Life

I am just back! Today is quite special day with a lot of things happened!
Many bad things and yet having nice things. Many difficulties and yet having smiles and encouragement from loving person surrounding me. Thanks for all!

I know that I must accept the gray and dull colors from life. They make the bright and clear colors more fresh, more glory. But once the gray and dull things come to me, I am till pain and disappointed. Knowing and feeling are very different, separated and sometime you have nothing to do but waiting for the good mood coming back.
Thanks YJ, you give me the strength to continue my role of this life, more perfect (as the way you are always), more proud, more brave. I will follow you, believe in you like the way I love you. You will lead me to my success.
Thanks my family, who give me the best motivation to help me to fight with the whole world. I fear nothing with you all.
Thanks to my friends, who consider me as very special person and love me as I am, always give me good and useful advices whenever I meet difficulties.

Once again, thanks to my idol, although you do not know what really happened, but you are on my side. Your perfect is always with me and lead me.

See how gorgeous you are!

Handle bad news

Today I have received a bad news!
I wonder if it is can be considered as a bad news. A news from very old friends, from my high school period. The news just come and suddenly I have no feeling.
How such a friend can do with a friend!

But let thing happens, since we can not stop the world! The only thing to stay in my mind is how to live in the time to come. Should be like you, my idol, my love, to go on the way we choose and happy with it, no matter how people think about us.
I think you and I have a thing resembled. That is we are very special person, we own very special character. So, let be specific, let be someone who nobody can compare or can be proud at the way we are. We can be very successful or failure, never mind, we are on OUR WAY TO LOVE.

I love and present to life all roses I have, but why I just have thorns back, from a place I never expect? All those friends, how do they do that to me?

Anyhow, I have your love, have my family love and another big love from other relation including friends, staffs, colleagues, so ... what is the big deal?
Then forget it and LET'S GO!

Just enjoy a nice music from Sting. Click here

The Speech by the CEO of COCA COLA

Just read the old post, and that is worth re-thinking of our life

Imagine life as a game in which you are juggling some five balls in the air. You name them - work,family, health, friends and spirit and you're keeping all of these in the air.
You will soon understand that work is a rubber ball. If you drop it,it will bounce back. But the other four balls - family, health, friends and spirit are made of glass. If you drop one of these, they will be irrevocably scuffed,marked, nicked, damaged or even shattered.
They will never be the same. You must understand that and strive for balance in your life.

How?

* Don't undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special.

* Don't set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you.

* Don't take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as they would your life, for without them, life is meaningless.

* Don't let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past or for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all days of your life.

* Don't give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.

* Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect. It is this fragile thread that binds us together.

* Don't be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave.

* Don't shut love out of your life by saying it's impossible to find time. The quickest way to receive love is to give; the fastest way to lose love is to hold it too tightly; and the best way to keep love is to give it wings.

* Don't run through life so fast that you forget not only where you've been, but also where you are going.

* Don't forget, a person's greatest emotional need is to feel appreciated.

* Don't be afraid to learn. Knowledge is weightless, a treasure you can always carry easily.

* Don't use time or words carelessly. Neither can be retrieved.

* Life is not a race, but a journey to be savored each step of the way.

BYJ in WLS

I love his look without glasses!
I love his way as Joon Sang in WLS, abit disappointed and fresh to life!
A bit curious and always to prove himself with his clear eyes. Sooo lovely!
His face is gorgeou and radiant!
How a real person can own that beauty!

Now, look at this! His photos from 2002, how handsome and brilliant he was!

24 hours a day!

24 hours a day! Is it enough for ones? For me it seems not enough.
Many things have to do and things desire to do!

Business need to run effectively.
A family should be cared with love and enough time to be requested to deliver the love and care. Many friend groups with different activities.
Important relationships that you never want to fail one of them.
Improvement personality, the part you set as one of your life target, improve yourself to make the person life surrounding you more happy.
Many good books to read, good shows to watch, good interesting things to do, for someones and for yourself.
You have to care to your own health. By the end of the day, you can not live happily with a weak health.
Caring your own soul, feeding your heart with loves. The loves you present to life with all the best you can make.
Sometime please you soul with freedom imagination, not tire up your soul with social regulation or rules, let your inspiration thinking fly you far, far away from where you are. I have been far of my real life for times. It is really wonderful experiments. It allows you to experience more than only your real life. You have another concern, another angle of life, brand new, excited and appealed!

...So, how to do all the such things just with 24 hours ? I love to have more time. Now I just shrink my sleeping time, only 4 to 5 hours a day. Is it that the correct way!

BYJ Wallpaper

How nice these artwork! Thanks to BYJ Family! He is so young and so cute!

On the way to LOVE

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to
ever let you down probably will.

You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder
every time.

You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken.

You'll fight with your best friend.

You'll blame a new love for things an old one did.

You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose
someone you love.

So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been
hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness
you'll never get back.

Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin!

Crisis!

Nowadays having really a crisis!
Projects coming and yet you always with me. How can i stop thinking of you ?
You keep me growing with you daily, you give me the beautiful angle of life, but you also take from me the peace of being alone. A eager to want you to be with me, to talk to you a bout my awful love, all my wildest dreams to feed the love.
I know what i need to do but that is much conflict with my time schedule, how can i make it with only 24 hours per day? Without doing that i feel like a heavy stone puting on my heart making it dyeing slowly. Do you know all about that, all what a person can do to a person just with his love?
What its given is marvelous and painful too.
Anyhow i will make it and i will share to all who have the same way of love to someone.

Is it really love?

BYJ's photos

See some more. See how talent YJ's sisters

Hello! See BYJ 's photos

Hi BYJ's Family!
Share with you some artwork for our talent sisters!

New changes

Time is flying and something new come to me.
Everything seems new, strange and very excited.
I sudden know a famous man and from that day, my daily work starting change.
I dream of a new life, change myself, I have new target of life. That somehow is good, but also harsh...
Lifeis till the same except for my thinking, from that day!
It is really tough and sweet, too.

New Challenges

Every day I find new challenges.
Challenge keep me doing the best and feel good myself.

Thay đổi

Luôn muốn thay đổi...
Thay đổi giúp mình nghĩ là mình tồn tại.
Từ ngày Sinh nhật vừa qua mình muốn thay đổi chính mình, từ hình thức đến cách suy nghĩ.
Mình muốn có nhiều bạn, có nhiều mối quan hệ.... Những mối quan hệ làm mình vui va hạnh phúc hơn.
Yêu thương giúp mình đi tới.

...Cám ơn đời mỗi sớm mai thức dậy
Ta có thêm ngày nữa để yêu thương...

Ta chi chỉ có 24 giờ mỗi ngày, sao it thế? Ta không còn nhiều thời gian cho những việc mà ta muốn làm!

Blog Birthday!

The first generation!
I have my own development on this blog, tit is very interesting. I love to be improve myself and always move forwards.
Thanks my friend for instructing me how to create this blog.

To celebrate the blog, pls share with me the sweet song of Darren Hayes. Hope you like it , like me. This is the most sexy song I have ever known.

Listen to the song click here

More detail about him, but... inVietnamese! ;-)

Darren Hayes, chàng ca sĩ người Úc điển trai, thành viên cũ của nhóm nhạc Savage Garden - chàng ca sĩ đã làm mê mẩn trái tim bao cô gái bằng giọng hát ngọt ngào qua hàng loạt các ca khúc như Truely, Deeply, Madly và I knew I love you....Bài hát Insatiable cũng khá lâu rồi nhưng giai điệu khá hay. Bài này từng được Phương Thanh hát lại lời Việt. Chàng ca sĩ cũng từng làm các fan điên đảo khi tuyên bố mình bị đồng tính, và cũng đã từng 2 lần kết hôn với .. bạn trai...

Insatiable

when moonlight crawls along the street
chasing away the summer heat
footsteps outside somewhere belowthe world revolves
i let it gowe build our church above the streets
we practice love between these sheets
the candy sweetness scent of you
it bathes my skini'm stained by you
and all i have to do is hold you
there's a racing within my heart
and i am barely touching you

turn the lights down low
take it off let me showmy love for you insatiable
turn me on never stop
wanna taste every drop
my love for you insatiable baby

the moonlight plays upon your skin
a kiss that lingers takes me in
i fall asleep inside of you
there are no words there's only truth
breathe in breath out there is no sound
we move together up and down
we levitate our bodies soar
our feet dont even touch the floor
and nobody knows you like i do
cause the world babe don't understand
but i grow stronger in your hands

turn the lights down low
take it off let me show
my love for you insatiable
turn me on never stopwanna taste every drop
my love for you insatiable baby

we never sleep we're always holding hands
kissing for hours, talking, making plans
i feel like a better man
just being in the same room
and we never sleep there's just so much to do
so much to saycan't close my eyes when i'm with you
insatiable, the way i'm loving you baby

turn the lights down low
take it off let me show
my love for you insatiable
turn me on never stop
wanna taste every drop
my love for you insatiable baby
...

Vô đề

Cười đùa trên nỗi cô đơn
Có thương có nhớ thì thôi cũng đành
Thôi thì thôi, mộng tan tành
Khóc tình ta vỡ, cười lành duyên ai

28 tháng 5, 1984