Saying Goodbye 2017

Today I do nothing but only do thinking of the year 2017.

This year is considered as a good year for who love Song Seung Heon and keep waiting for his project.
The Black is not a super drama but yet it is able to please many fan hearts after expecting his showing up for long.

The Death - Seung Heon is so charming and appealing deadly with his mutual, sexy look and his loving glance as ever.

The love, for this actor, till there and till soothing my disgusted heart.
Thanks my nice guy, who always with me.

I have to say goodbye to the year 2017,  hope fans will be able to seeing Seung Heon soon in the coming year.

With love.

Epiphany

I am only back to this blog for over a year.
Time flies!
The Greeting season of 2017 is coming closed. We have to say goodbye with the year soon!

2017, I made my dream come true, I did many things I wanted to do, nearly all of them!
Can I consider 2017 as a successful year?

Yeah, but why am I not happy? Even worse...
There are sorrows can't be shown.
Nevertheless there are sufferings have to being buried deeply. Too much painful to live with.

Recently I have an epiphany it is not easy to forsake a relationship. Somehow it becomes unbearable distress. When a relationship turned sour, you don't want it anymore. It caused unstop annoyance, stress, even anguish. One day you feel that's too much, that's enough, then you walk out... You walked away in disgust.
But things is not stopped there. The uneasiness and bitterness clutch you for longs.

I also realize that unshareable grief is too heavy to stand. You can't tell, can't mention to anyone.

Anyhow that's life. I have to claim myself for making that serious mistake.
It was wrong from beginning.

Nothing left but disgust...

I am back

Time flies!
Many things happened from the day...

I feel so guilty for ignorant this blog for 3 years.
I feel so disappointed myself for leaving this blog empty without updating any news of Song Seung Heon, who always soothing my heart with his gorgeous warm smile.

I ignored all his news , from his 2 new movies and the love story with Liu Yifei to his new expected drama with Lee Yong Ae. I am till behind him, support him but have not spent more time for him as previously.

Life seems harder to me, and  his smile is not strong enough to heal my hurt heart.

Anyway, I hope I can be on this page more frequently instead of hanging out on facebook.

A photo to update his charming look for brighting up my blog!

Song Seung Heon - What would you talk to me?

The photo has been posted by a lucky fan who stopped by the Black Smith Sinsa Dong recently, and, how luck the fan was, Song Seung Heon was there!
He sit at the corner, in the familiar black shirt of Tae Sang, showing his arm and graceful head.
In that moment, he was concentrated to his cell phone, checking email? Facebook? Honey Side? or gazing on his look goods himself?
He was be there as for a resting point or for the Autograph Session which will be held on coming 16 Jun?

I had been there twice, sit at the same band, at the other corner, but he was not in at that times!
 
I imagine how he looks like if I had been there, till in deadly elegant charming look with the refined attitude as I always see on Media?

I imagine what I would do beside taking photo as the lucky fan?
Come to the table and say Hello with a wide smile? Or just standing in front of him and words flying away, waiting for his direct, straight look at me?

I image if i would be in front of him, then what would he response? What he would talk to me beside a polite, warm smile ( I guess he would smile with me for sure!) 

I image how warm and soft voice of him? I wonder what language he would communicate with me? I guess, again, English since I believe all my limit Korean will disappear at the moment he looks at me!

Wow, as usual, he inspires me, always.

Song Seung Heon - All level of emotions of Han Tae San

When A Man Loves - a drama of Song Seung Heon with many conflict ideas.
Many fans share their emotional comments on forums, more negative than positive for Han Tae San's love and the flow of story. Fans complains about Seo Mi Do character, about Shin Se Kyung' act, even complain why Seung Heon attending to this drama.

For me and a lot of others, When A Man Loves is really a must-see drama with a lot of unexpected happens, with Seung Heon's excellent performance.

Heon shows his talent acting as the best so far, since Tae Sang is a very special character with full of conflicts. His insight is very complicated, love and hate, open and quiet, extreme intelligent, thoughtful and yet new and kiddy as a teenager in love.


All level of human emotion has been shown bold, impressed by Heon's face, smile, walk, by any his gesture or moving. Heon's acting is really mature through Tae Sang, so that, sometime we thought we are watching, knowing a real Song Seung Heon in real life, not a Tae Sang of a drama!

The happiness and brilliance of a tired and lonely man, now loves and being love...  

 shock of knowing betrayed...

indignation...

 

  body painful

 

 heart- broken

 

  The crystal tears coming out from deep sadness melt hearts. 

The drama is near to end... we really can not guess what is coming, happy, sad or open ending?
We can't wait for that and yet wish the drama till long and longer.

For who not watching this drama yet, let watch, let Heon leads you go to the love of Tae Sang, to his kiddy and indignation of this sophisticated man.
I know you may have a lot of disagreement with what he did, but  I am sure you will love the man. 

Song Seung Heon - My Inspiration

Song Seung Heon always inspires me.
Tracing Heon for many years, I have learned how he loves his fans. His activities for fans is diversificated, from big events like Fan meetings in Japan or new drama introductions in Singapore, Vietnam, to common actions like posting pictures with short notes on Twitter, Facebook ... and specially, recently he launched Honey Side on Apple Aps.

This activity allows fans tracing where he is, listen to his whispers, leave message to him and even, if you are enough luck, you can have his own massage, he - himself - whispering to you!
I do not feel any jealous when one day knowing that 4 of fans did have his messages, but a strong feeling raising in me, how lovely this guy!

How can he manage to do all kind of things? He has his team! YES! Maybe someone posting pictures on Twitter and Facebook, not him. Maybe someone reads or listens to Fans messages as winners first-round selecting, not him. But by the end of the day, the projects are his, HE DOES THINK OF US, and he is the one who makes messages recorded, with his warm and lovely voice!
 ...

Below is pictures he latest posted on his facebook, I love to see his in this way, in normal life, seeing a real angle of my idol, seeing how his laugh, how his naughty, and how his hard work!

How do you feel when seeing this post of today? A not-young-at all man shows his cute, mischievous in front of camera... Yeap, old, but deadly charming!!!

and these 2 pictures cutting from a TV show. He gives me warmness and close feelings so that I thought I was be there, and he made me laugh with his naughty actions...

 

I like very much his arm... manly and lively... 

This, on the filming monitor... He shares us these moments, one of his filming process's.

and here, working but yet somehow looked dreaming, wasn't he?

 

Who is so elegant and fresh in white and light blue shirt calling for summer ? In a photo shooting...

 Seung Heon shares his activities, tries to make close with his fans by any means... and yet he has a tight schedule of a Star! I wonder how he could make all of the works! Thanks for all of that, Seung Heon!

I wish I can do somethings for him as a pay-back to what he delicate to us. Doing things for him is not only my hobby, it is my need.
Anyway, he, himself, in CF, films or real life, always inspires me.