Sunday, December 31, 2017

Saying Goodbye 2017

Today I do nothing but only do thinking of the year 2017.


This year is considered as a good year for who love Song Seung Heon and keep waiting for his project.
The Black is not a super drama but yet it is able to please many fan hearts after expecting his showing up for long.

The Death - Seung Heon is so charming and appealing deadly with his mutual, sexy look and his loving glance as ever.


The love, for this actor, till there and till soothing my disgusted heart.
Thanks my nice guy, who always with me.

I have to say goodbye to the year 2017,  hope fans will be able to seeing Seung Heon soon in the coming year.

With love.


Saturday, December 23, 2017

Epiphany

I am only back to this blog for over a year.
Time flies!
The Greeting season of 2017 is coming closed. We have to say goodbye with the year soon!

2017, I made my dream come true, I did many things I wanted to do, nearly all of them!
Can I consider 2017 as a successful year?

Yeah, but why am I not happy? Even worse...
There are sorrows can't be shown.
Nevertheless there are sufferings have to being buried deeply. Too much painful to live with.

Recently I have an epiphany it is not easy to forsake a relationship. Somehow it becomes unbearable distress. When a relationship turned sour, you don't want it anymore. It caused unstop annoyance, stress, even anguish. One day you feel that's too much, that's enough, then you walk out... You walked away in disgust.
But things is not stopped there. The uneasiness and bitterness clutch you for longs.

I also realize that unshareable grief is too heavy to stand. You can't tell, can't mention to anyone.

Anyhow that's life. I have to claim myself for making that serious mistake.
It was wrong from beginning.

Nothing left but disgust...