Sunday, July 5, 2009
I am back!
Then I found something, one day may be anyone of us, can leave suddenly, no warning, nothing... then you have to leave all belongs to you behind.
Your belongs..., lovers, dreams, desires, either hate, worry or sorrow, all will leave from you.
So then what you can do? Nothing but stay till with no any feeling. Are you afraid of that?
To be frank, I am not afraid. I have done what I need to do for my family, for my lovers, friends and myself, so? It is not a big deal, right?
Just one thing, it sounds funny with someone, but for me, it is value. I wish to see at least one of Bae's fan, not matter what nation she is, as a representative for a group of friends, who I love a lot even just communicated thru mail, chat or blog. These friends delight my heart when it turn down and change me a lot to be me now.
Life is not is easy to make all your dreams come true. For this dream, I will fight hard for it.
Hey, anyhow, I am till survive and happy - just busy and tired.
Doing my best for good things come.
Monday, April 6, 2009
MOM
It is really touching!
After 21 years of marriage, my wife wanted me to take another woman out to dinner and a movie. She said, 'I love you, but I know this other woman loves you and would Love to spend some time with you.'
The other woman that my wife wanted me to visit was my Mother, who has been a widow for 19 years, but the demands of my work and my three children had made it possible to visit her only occasionally.
That night I called to invite her to go out for dinner and a movie. 'What's wrong, are you well,' she asked. My mother is the type of woman who suspects that a late night call or a surprise invitation is a sign of bad news.
'I thought that it would be pleasant to spend some time with you,' I responded 'just the two of us.' She thought about it for a moment, and then said, 'I would like that very much.'
That Friday after work, as I drove over to pick her up I was a bit nervous. When I arrived at her house, I notice d that she, too, seemed to be nervous about our date. She waited in the door with her coat on. She had curled her hair and was wearing the dress that she had worn to celebrate her last wedding anniversary. She smiled from a face that was as radiant as an angel's was. 'I told my friends that I was going to go out with my son, and they were impressed,' she said, as she got into the car. 'They can't wait to hear about our meeting.'
We went to a restaurant that, although not elegant, was very nice and cozy. My mother took my arm as if she were the First Lady.
After we sat down, I had to read the menu. Her eyes could only read large print. Half-way through the entrees, I lifted my eyes and saw Mother sitting there staring at me. A nostalgic smile was on her lips.
It was I who used to have to read the menu when you were small, she said. Then it's time that you relax and let me return the favor, I responded. During the dinner, w e had an agreeable conversation nothing extraordinary but catching up on recent events of each other's life. We talked so much that we missed the movie. As we arrived at her house later, she said, 'I'll go out with you again, but only if you let me invite you.' I agreed. 'How was your dinner date?' asked my wife when I got home. 'Very nice, much more so than I could have imagined,' I answered.
A few days later, my mother died of a massive heart attack. It happened so suddenly that I did not have a chance to do anything for her. Sometime later, I received an envelope with a copy of a restaurant receipt from the same place Mother and I had dined. An attached note said: 'I paid this bill in advance. I was not sure that I could be there; but I paid for two plates - one for you and the other for your wife. You will never know what that night meant for me. 'I love you, son'
At that moment, I understood the importance of saying in time: 'I love YOU' and to give our loved ones the time that they deserve. Nothing in life is more important than your family. Give them the time they deserve, because these things cannot be put off until some 'other' time.
Somebody said it takes about six weeks to get back to normal after you've had a baby... somebody doesn't know that once you're a mother, 'normal' is history.
Somebody said you could not love the second child as much as you love the first... somebody doesn't have two or more children.
Somebody said the hardest part of being a mother is labor and delivery...somebody never watched her 'baby' get on the bus for the first day of kindergarten... or on a plane headed for military 'boot camp.'
Somebody said a Mother can stop worrying after her child gets married...somebody doesn't know that marriage adds a new son or daughter-in- law to a mother's heartstrings.
Somebody said a mother's job is don e when her last child leaves home...somebody never had grandchildren. Somebody said your mother knows you love her, so you do not need to tell her... somebody is not a mother.
Pass this along to all the GREAT 'mothers' in your life and to everyone who ever had a mother.
This is not just about being a mother; it is about appreciating the people in your lives while you have them... no matter whom that person is!
Watch your thoughts, they become words.
Watch your words, they become actions.
Watch your actions, they become habits.
Watch your habits, they become character.
Watch your character, for it becomes...your destiny.
'Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle'
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Feeling!
So many thing to manage to live on this world! How to balance life and your works? How to spend your time effectively and happily? Manything wish to do... This life is so beautiful and variate if we look at what we can enjoy... movies, music, poem, relationship, love...
I wish to share with you about FELLING! How you feel when such a thing jump to you? Good thing? How about bad thing? What is the way you touch your feeling? Are you easily accept your feeling? I am sure you have ever cried when watching/reading a touch movie or novel .
Sometime, if don't want to say usually I feel very touching when enjoy a good work. These feeling is can not be expressed, too real, too deep... I do not know how to call the feeling name, is it painful, or happy? You feel you are the person in the song, the movie or the novel. You are the one with full feeling, love, hate, anger, disappoint, sad or happy ...
Then you back to your real life and recognise that you are wrong in some way, somehow. You are happy to find, then correct then go on your way. Sometime you find you are in good luck, then you will feel happier.
Is it your way? It is mine.
I enjoy life by that way.
I balance my life that way, I hide myself from difficulties, stressure, fear to the wonderful land of feeling. My life is full of feeling, then I must find way to generate and feed to my survive. Have you ever look at your deep soul that way?
Share with me your way.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
Saturday, February 28, 2009
Nỗi buồn Còn Lại - Quốc Khanh
A beauful song of Dieu Huong with Quoc Khanh.
Listen to QuocKhanh, not full, not strong and tormenting as Tuan Hung' voice, but intense with gentle, somber perform on his gracful face.
Một bài hát rất đẹp của Diệu Hương qua giọng hát của Quốc Khanh.
Nghe Quốc Khanh, không mạnh mẽ da diết như Tuấn Hưng nhưng rất nồng nàn, tha thiết với cách diễn nhẹ, buồn và khuôn mặt dịu dàng.
Nỗi buồn còn lại
(Diệu Hương)
Trôi theo dòng sông trôi xa
Tình ấy đã trôi về phố lạ
Bên những dòng đời đang vui
Ta vẫn gót chân buồn đơn côi
Qua bao ngày rồi đêm trôi
Trôi hết những yêu thương bờ môi
Những chiều hẹn hò ấm vai
Những chờ đợi dài nắng phai
Lối về quạnh hiu tháng ngày
Còn những sớm mai buồn hiu hắt
Tình có phai theo hoàng hôn tắt
Tìm trong đôi tay lạnh băng giá
Chợt nghe yêu thương giờ vụt xa, rất xa
Còn vang trong ta hồn đam mê
Chiều đang đi qua chiều lê thê
Tình theo chân em tình đã mất lối về
Trong yên lặng chiều nơi đây
Còn những nhớ thương quá đầy
Nhớ cuộc tình đầu chia tay
Em cất bước đi sầu giăng mây
Ta quay lại nhìn trong ta
Đời đã cuốn trôi xa vội vã
Úp mặt muộn phiền xót xa
Cúi đầu lặng yên khóc ta
Tiếc một chuyện tình đã qua
Sẽ còn gì...
Ta sẽ còn gì...
Sẽ còn lại gì...???
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Actor Bae May Appear in His Own Drama

Friday, February 20, 2009
Tips for a better Life
I miss my blogs, miss all my friends from over the world, miss YJ. I have so many balls to play with, so, at a moment I have to ignore something to complete something...
A friend sent me Tips for a better Life, share with you and wish you all happy!
TIPS FOR A BETTER LIFE
1. Take a 10-30 minutes walk every day. And while you walk, smile.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day.
3. Sleep for 7 hours.
4. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
5. Play more games.
6. Read more books than you did in last year.
7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6.
9. Dream more while you are awake.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food thatis manufactured in plants.
11. Drink plenty of water.
12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
13. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip.
14. Forget issues of the past. Don't remind your partner with his/hermistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.
15. Don't have negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Insteadinvest your energy in the positive present moment.
16. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
17. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a beggar.
18. Smile and laugh more.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don't hate others.
20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
23. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their partner with others.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
25. Forgive everyone for everything.
26.. What other people think of you is none of your business.
27. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
28. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
29. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
30. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
31. The best is yet to come.
32. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
33. Do the right thing!
34. Call your family often.
35. Your inner most is always happy. So be happy.
36. Each day give something good to others.
37. Don't over do. Keep your limits.
38. Please Forward this to everyone you care about.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
One more Japanese song
Another Japanese song for you.
Its melody is so nice, as background for YJ photos of his works.
I love all his photos without glasses.
Thank you BYJ's Fan for the beautiful work.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
New look in Spring!
Look at YJ in these photos! Gorgeous as ever, I love the way he put on scarfs as in WLS, I love the familiar killer smile.

My All - Mariah Carey
Photos remind me the sad movie with BYJ's attractive performance.
Insu's sorrow smelt my heart. BYJ' eyes drive my soul following Insu's steps to his second love.
His tears killed me...
The lyric matches perfectly with the movie. I love song, the movie and I love him, as ever.
My All - Mariah Carey
I am thinking of you in my sleepless solitude tonight
If it's wrong to love you then my heart just won't let me be right
'Cause I've drowned in you and I won't pull through
Without you by my side
I'd give my all to have just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all for your love tonight
Baby can you feel me Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly vividly emblazoned in my mind
And yet you're so far like a distant star I'm wishing on tonight
I'd give my all to have Just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all your love tonight
I'd give my all to have just one more night with you
I'd risk my life to feel your body next to mine
'Cause I can't go on living in the memory of our song
I'd give my all your love tonight
Give my all for your love tonight
Thursday, January 22, 2009
A new year come
With happiness and sorrow, with disapoinment and hope. And you, stay there with time prints on your soul.
Do you till there with the warm in your heart? Do you till keep the wish to see the sunrise with the one you love? Do you remember a favor poem you have ever learned by heart?
Something yes, something no. You have few of yourself before.
On the road of life you gain some and lost some, hope that you not lost what you love most.
Just back one of the place of memory, a place I have loved so much, the place with many sweet and bitter momeries... The river is so nice, the fresh air, the sky...all will release you from hard feeling you are facing with. I love the place so much that I wish to be there at least once a week.
So, go on your life, and reserve time to recharge your soul, give a warm hug to your past, which part of your life even you accept it or not.
Go on, go on ...
Have a happy New year!
Thursday, January 15, 2009
April Snow with Shape Of My Heart - Sting
April Snow, the movies deeply touches to my heart with a worsensial love. The more I watch, the more I like the movie.
YJ again, perfect as he always is, I love tears in his eye, my heart feel pain when seeing he cry. The heavy feeling follows me long long time after watching, and my perception about life and love affected deeply.
Lucky, that is a happy ending film.
The video from Megu - BYJ's fan - replays the loving scence of the lovers. YJ with his caress fingers, tenderly look has printed bold in my heart.
Sting with Shaping Your Heart will lead you go to the love.
Shape Of My Heart
He deals the cards as a meditation
and those he plays never suspect
He doesn't play for the money he wins
He doesn't play for the respect
He deals the cards to find the answer
The sacred geometry of chance
The hidden law of probable outcome
The numbers lead a dance
I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
He may play the jack of diamonds
He may lay the queen of spades
He may conceal a king in his hand
While the memory of it fades
I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape, the shape of my heart
And if I told you that I loved you
You'd maybe think there's something wrong
I'm not a man of too many faces
The mask I wear is one
Those who speak know nothing
And find out to their cost
Like those who curse their luck in too many places
And those who fear are lost
I know that the spades are the swords of a soldier
I know that the clubs are weapons of war
I know that diamonds mean money for this art
But that's not the shape of my heart
That's not the shape of my heart
Macau - Oct 2008 (cont)
The road leading to the Museum is made by rocks and is one of the first road of Macau. This road was built by sailors of trading ships from Portugal to Macau. When you step on each rock, you can feel like touching on the history of the last few hundred years, from very beginning of the city...
I visisted the museum many times and I always had special feeling once I went back. On the hill facing to the sea, we enjoyed fresh air under shadow of lot of old trees. Let the wind fondle your face, feel the fragrance of the sea, sunshine of a beautiful autum day, then you will know how happy you are at the moment...
This was used to be rooms of priests, now it was built as rooms with glass to memorise them. 150 peoples died on the last serious fire...
Must say byebye to the Museum and the church, we returned the rock road where has a traditional bakery with very appealled smell calling you step in the shop.
This is a traditional bakery. The fragrance filled your sense of smell...
The babecue is sold at another shop, where is very famous with Husband and Wife cakes. Husband cake is pure sweet meanwhile Wife cake has both sweet and salt taste. They present for love of husband and wife, has both sweet and salt.
Time flies. 3 days passed in a wink. End a very memorable trip.
Tuesday, January 13, 2009
The nice music leads you far away...
A very nice Japanese song for you.
In fact I dont understand the lyric but the melody and the singer soul touches me.
YJ is so sweet with his glance, his smile in the video. You can see impressed scenes of YJ with his partners in dramas and movies he attended from 1999 to 2007.
Madonoyuki is from Japan, one of Big Fan of YJ, who has made a lot of nice video about YJ. Watching the video you can feel, can touch her love to him. All her works, you can see all from YJ, all of him, his face, his hand, his hair, his body...his happiness and sorrow...
Compare to her love to YJ, my love is a peanut. I can not create a lot of nice works for YJ like her. YJ' family has many good and talent friends who I learn many things from them. I really admire and love them.
Madonoyuki, thank you again for sharing all this works. Please let me share with my friend your nice photos of YJ, share the love to him.
Friday, January 9, 2009
Macau - Oct 2008
I have a relax trip to Macau with a close friend invitation. 3 days with half day for a seminar and 2 days for travel, enjoyed the town with plenty of casino is about half day and 2 nights left.
We really had good time, do nothing, think nothing, just spending the time with love to the life, enjoyed each moment when you till alive, healthy and had chance to share happiness with loving persons.
Chap Lap Kok Hong Kong Airport is perfect with its design, organisation and service. I love the airport, it was graded the Top of 10 best Airport in the world in 2008. We stayed for 5 hours waiting for Turbo Jet to Macau - No tickets to go earlier so just hanging around in the airport... A lot of shops, bookstore, ah, one Starbuck Cafe so we enjoyed spending time there...
We had nothing to rust, we enjoyed any moment there with friends.
The boat was great with nice facility.
The boat was looked from outside.
This, its internal facility. Nice boat, right?
We reached Macau about 6:00pm. Long wait for the bus picking us to dinner.
The casino is huge. We lost in the casino, did not find where the main entrance was.

Look like a street in Europe! A busy street with many shops and food centers. You can see the sky with clouds... enjoy the beautiful weather... It was bout 15 C degrees.
A bit cold so that you need wearing coat... You can see people from everywhere in the world.
How would you feel?
A nice river with handsome guys and charming girls from Ytalia on these boats. Just buying ticket then you can be on board, starting a nice trip along the river in a space was fulled of wonderful sweet Ytalia songs.
Really memorable moment for being there.
They had show with nice Ytalia songs. All created a marvellous space ...
to be continued...