Today is a special day.

I feel very disappointed with my plans broken. Many things just flowed out of my hand. I feel empty badly and at the same time I met friends and encouraged them.

Anyhow, I am not alone, everyone has his/her pain... like me, right now... Something I thought I have has gone. Time, share, love, do I really had had and now gone? Or I just thought I have?

I know how to control my sadness and yet till have bad times.
I lost one of my value on this life, how sad I am now, he is leaving me. That is life, right? You can not hold anything, even the one you love most.
So, then what will come next, I have to find ways to balance myself