I am back!

One night, stayed late till 4:00am, watching TV since could not sleep... suddenly my heart felt pain, beated heavily. Finally I got better.
Then I found something, one day may be anyone of us, can leave suddenly, no warning, nothing... then you have to leave all belongs to you behind.

Your belongs..., lovers, dreams, desires, either hate, worry or sorrow, all will leave from you.
So then what you can do? Nothing but stay till with no any feeling. Are you afraid of that?
To be frank, I am not afraid. I have done what I need to do for my family, for my lovers, friends and myself, so? It is not a big deal, right?

Just one thing, it sounds funny with someone, but for me, it is value. I wish to see at least one of Bae's fan, not matter what nation she is, as a representative for a group of friends, who I love a lot even just communicated thru mail, chat or blog. These friends delight my heart when it turn down and change me a lot to be me now.

Life is not is easy to make all your dreams come true. For this dream, I will fight hard for it.

Hey, anyhow, I am till survive and happy - just busy and tired.
Doing my best for good things come.